and that will be the last time i am going to wash my hair for the next 2 years cos im cutting my hair tmr..

No.. SHAVING MY HEAD TMR!! OHH H MYYYGAWDDDD..

i hate ns.

well at least i will have someone to think abt every night before i slp ;)


watch The Notebook just now today. great show. very touching. pure love story. And i just love this scene..



And now i have an addition to my dream home. previously it is just to have a nice big green patch of field for me to lie on to but now i want an additional private lake where i can roll my little oak boat to the middle and have some private time with my wife. and after all that we can have a nice picnic on that big field.

LOL fat hope...


have been working at guangyang primary school every mornig as a game booth facilitator for this healthcare event.. and omg.. its crazy. i have no idea what they feed the kids there with.. and the worse part of it all is that unlike adults customers you can scold them and curse them in your heart, my customers are just barely 10 years old.. and how am i supposed vent my frustration.. no wonder teachers go crazy so often..

respect..


alright.. apart from my work, i had great time the last 2 evenings though.. and i am really thankful for that. (:

GOING MASS DANCE TMR!!

i felt like blogging but after 2 lines didnt anymore.. lol

i looked into the mirror today and i felt horrile..

when will this end..

i dont know what i want.

dont know...

today.

I felt amazing today.

and all this, all this im afraid will very much reflect my very future if any, in march.. where that alphabet on the slip of paper, whether i like or not and i probably wont, clinging on with my name, will cling on to my life..

its like sometimes you feel like you're on top of the world
then sometimes you feel like you just fell off from that peak
all the way down to the lowest point you ever been
and not a soul was there to help you out
or was able to
then the next moment you're back on top again

and thats when you know and you're sure,
unexpected and different from what you had in mind,
thats it.